MCO-PKP-Social Distancing-Stay At Home

No one could foresee that there will be this case of 4 weeks of movement shutdown in Malaysia. The 1st wave of Covid19 in Malaysia was manageable, but the this 2nd wave has blown out exceeded all of our expectation.

Kemarahan

After having spent days at home, I'm really angry. Deep inside, I'm angry all the time.

I've been off my medications since January 2020, and this is an extremely testing situation. The anger is bursting to everything especially at myself. Only this time around, I'm aware of this obnoxious hatred. Importantly, I'm in control of my surroundings.

This must be what Banner meant when he said, "That's my secret Cap. I'm always angry."

Aktiviti

I can't do anything at home. It is counter intuitive. As time moves slowly, there are no urgency in everything.

I've completed cleaning up the rooms in 3 days. Doesn't matter. The kids managed to mess everything up in seconds.

Watched a movie past midnight. The next morning I've got this massive headache. The only plus point is that the scary movie managed to scared Haziq until he's getting nightmares.

The only solace is that I can finished up most of tasks that I've procrastinated before. I've hanged the picture frames that I bought 3 years ago. Touched up my auto paint. Got to finished up studying for the finals.

Time was moving excruciatingly slow.

Duit Tiada Makna

This control order brings something that this generation doesn't experienced before - there are some things that even money can't buy.

Face mask? Gardenia? Hand sanitizer? Buying dinner after 7pm?

Nah. I stuck with the dinner thing. Got out from the house late enough that every restaurants is closed. No amount of money can buy those in this time of crisis.

End of Days?

Initially I thought that Gen X and younger are the ones that taking things for granted in life. Surprisingly, all backgrounds and generations in Malaysia are actually equally moronic and stubborn.

The MCO have been extended for another 14 days. Piling up the misery.

Tough times don't last. Tough men (and women) do.